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AM A GIRL
JUST AN ORDINARY GIRL
I SAY I AM FINE
WITH A BRIGHT FAKE SMILE
I HAVE FRIENDS
WHO ARE REALLY THERE
I HAVE PEOPLE
WHO SURELY INTERFERE
An ordinary girl.
My mind is a vast ocean, and water being the universal solvent has dissolved all sorts of things like thoughts, feelings, emotions and some exaggerated stuffs. I happen to be a girl,an ordinary girl who cant stand all these every time. I know am still young to think about these but they interfere my life so much that am bound to think.
I have seen sorrow and happiness, they balance each other, but what pricks me is the fact that the people around only find the negativity, whats wrong in being optimistic. Ah!! People
I love hanging around with my friends, they make me happy and lighten mood. They are the flickering light in the dark night of my life. But whats wrong with being friends with boys, they are the ones who understand me well. Being friends with boys does not make them my boyfriend. Ah!! Society
I am the eldest sibling and the one to take care of my family sooner or later. I am ready to take up all the responsibilities but can’t I get some time, I just can’t be mature in a matter of seconds by just swinging a stick. I have a life of my own I have some wishes to fulfill I just can’t do things people expect me to do in their way. At last its my life and my responsibilities. I will do everything i can but in the way i want to be a supporting pillar for my family. But these responsibilities keeps on increasing and they bend my shoulders. How can they expect an adolescent to suddenly be mature, I know i have to be mature but it will obviously take time, I have not even seen half of the world. How can i with zero experience level cope up with the high expectations. Ah!! Expectations
I am someone who has been promised a lot of things like they will be there when i need them, they will come up for help, they will never leave me n all. But ” promises are meant to be broken ” Right?? That’s the reason why i usually avoid promising. For i have seen promises being broken i have felt the pain of broken the promises for they are made in vain . Ah!! Promises
When the day ends, there will be no PEOPLE, no SOCIETY, no EXPECTATIONS and no PROMISES. It will only be you all by yourself, you just need to be strong till the last *
*A note for me
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